IMU. Can we reconnect? *hugs* I’ve been really feeling korean songs lately – coming from the person who use to loathe being born of that ethnicity. I think Subconsciously its my way with coping with things going on that side of my family and holding on to something that could instantly slip out of my hands. Countless blessings have come my way this year and I’m so thankful. With the company I work for doing so well the last couple weeks I only pray that I will be able to fulfill some big shoes and be a large player in the scheme of things. I never thought I would end up working in the technology industry but I have grown to love it and it helps me stay sharp. A lot of the times I feel like I dont fully grasp the technological details of everything but I love a challenge.
I look back a year ago and I remember still applying for jobs 6 months from graduating from BCIT. I was frustrated and angry. I remember sending my last cover letter for the night and saying to myself if someone would give me a chance, I know I would do everything in my power to make it worth their while. Fast forward to today and I still feel the same way. Don’t get me wrong. I work with an amazing team of people and my boss is what every employee dreams of but I would hate to disappoint the team and more importantly myself. But lately I’ve been asking where does work and my personal life find separation?
It has been a trying time for my family and I almost feel guilty for not devoting more time to them during this time. Luckily my foundation is rock solid meaning that my family is there to support me despite whatever else is going on. I’m definitely a princess coming to realize that its a cold world out there. Life aint always peachy but you can only control your controllables. Till next time blog!